it is part of life :\

it's hard to think about the past. especially our past .
it is not that easy to let go.. of you . can't get it out of my head.
everyday. everynight. i think of you. well, it's life.
we get bored out of it. it's not anyone's fault, we're too young to get serious - to be honest . ;\
so lemme tell you that "yes we wanted each other for so long" but then we get over it. why ? cos you rushed it, you rushed the relationship, the friendly zone can wait, long. long enough. but this relationship ? the relationship that've passed us ? don't think so, no ? so hopefully, that gave you a lesson. a lesson where you can actually learn from. learn from 'till you get older ; not a lesson that you'll learn and forget after a while, after a short while . now that we've both talked about this and cleared things out, i am still treating you as my friend. my old, caring, and different bestfriend among them. don't cry it out when you think i'm mad, sad, or whatever. cos it's part of it.. part of life.

"don't fool her, you're fooling yourself."