i have it back (: - finally

ohmaan, soo sorrry - a week or uhmm i think more than a week non-bloggin'? *phew*
well mahbad, got no shitloadz up in here . D: now i do :) bahah .
anywhooo, how's life treating us ?
ahh, i got so much to say like ALOT . no worries , i get it on .
i'm all good soo far ? [ yn ]
i miss them (: demgirlslike .
also, him? no. i guess, not...at all.
i expected so much. too high, nahhb.
s'all setup . then all you see he missed the block and went n the other side of it.
blame him ? nonono . used to.
but yehno, nopnopnop still.
cos it aint his fault, who's?
idk. its ?
its ?
its heart ? ]=
ohwell, knock knock knock, i see how it is.
how you play and roll eh ?
wanna play rough and dirty ? arii, i'm definately IN.
no backups just me, myself and i :)
cos y'know i'm tireeed of your bullshiiit .
all i wanna know is that, how are we going to continue the friendship ? awkward.
but i'm glad you told me though :D no hookups , GOOD .
as i said...
"Ofcourse, you're going to get your heart broken.
and it isn't just going to happen once, but a lot.
that's just part of it.
part of growing up and it will make you stronger.
then you can handle it better next time.
you may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you through it.
and you'll be a stronger person because of it.
then one day, someone will come along, and it'll payoff.
and no one will ever break your heart again"

so you think i'm gone without you ? NOOOOO.
you mean... i am still complete without you.
no broken pieces nor whatever, cos experience is a great teacher (: